Maybe Tomorrow

Dear Jane,
I know you have a whole sea of guys going after you, and you choose to be with me. Even without your make-up and the just-wake-up hair, there are still guys picking you up along the streets, in the library, etc. But you never know how secure you've made me be. I don't care about any of those, because I know, that you'll always come back to Tarzan, and me.

And as for me, there's nothing else I can ask for in respect to having a wonderful girlfriend like you. The patience you have to put up with my shit is unbelievable. You always knew this- that I've always been head over heels for you since the first time we met, all throughout our college life, my first year in university. But you probably never knew this- I've always kept a picture of us under my pillow. Its our first picture we took when we first got together, in front of the Crown Casino. That's how crazy I was/am for you.

I would gamble money, I would gamble my happiness. Hell, if I had quad Aces on a board of Ad As 2s 3s 4s, I would probably gamble my car, house, kids even knowing I might be beat by a measly 5s. But fuckk, Janey, I will never gamble you. There's no way I would risk not having you by my side.

So to everyone out there, I'm announcing my month-to-half-a-year with my girlfriend, Jane Gan. Its not a big accomplishment or anything, but it'll soon be. Unless she needs to get rid of me, there's no way I'm leaving her.


I love you, Janey. Best of luck in your exams tomorrow, and hope you like them white roses.